A Father’s Love

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“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.” – Matthew 11:28

40 Years – St. John of God

I am constantly amazed that it took me over forty years to really discover God, to embrace my faith, and to realize the power of prayer.  Over forty years.  (Makes me think of Moses.) That’s essentially half of my lifetime. 

I often think about what I was doing for that first half of my life, how I was living, how I treated people, what my thoughts were, what I believed, and what I didn’t believe, and I wonder why it took God so long to open my eyes.  Then today, I read about St. John of God.  Today is his memorial.

As a child, John was kidnapped (or ran away from home, depending on which text you read).  He was at one time homeless, became a shepherd, then served in the army.  In his early life, St. John of God turned away from the Lord, but he returned to God and received God’s mercy in his forties.  The closing line of a reflection that I read about St. John of God is as follows; “He saw that in his early life, he had turned away from the Lord, and, moved to receive his mercy, John began his new commitment to love others in openness to God’s love.”  St. John of God is the patron saint of Booksellers, Firefighters, Heart Patients, Hospitals, Nurses, Printers, and the Sick. 

“He saw that in his early life, he had turned away from the Lord, and, moved to receive his mercy, John began his new commitment to love others in openness to God’s love.” 

Reflection about St. John of God

Again, I am amazed at how God speaks to me in ways that He probably has all along, but I have been too distracted to hear Him.  I have been thinking quite a bit about how long it has taken me to dig more deeply into my faith and wondering why it has taken so long for that journey to begin.  And then I read about St. John of God and the fact that he was 40 when he returned to God. 

Live in faith and hope, though it be in darkness, for in this darkness God protects the soul. Cast your care upon God for you are His and He will not forget you. Do not think that He is leaving you alone, for that would be to wrong Him.

John of the Cross

What I am realizing through all of this is that: 1. it is never too late to begin your journey of faith, 2. it doesn’t matter what your past has been like; God is waiting for you to return to Him, 3. you have to be open to God in order to hear Him, 4. prayer is very powerful, and you don’t realize how powerful until you actually start praying, 5. everything happens in God’s time, not ours. 

In sorrow and suffering, go straight to God with confidence, and you will be strengthened, enlightened and instructed.

John of the Cross

No matter where you are on your journey of faith, maybe you haven’t even begun; just remember, it is never too late.  God is waiting for you to reach out to Him, to talk to Him, and to listen to Him…whenever you are ready.

So today, reach out and be open to having God in your life.  And today, please pray for me, and I will continue to pray for you.

Whenever You’re Ready

I am constantly amazed that it took me over forty years to really discover God, to embrace my faith, and to realize the power of prayer. Over forty years. That’s essentially half of a lifetime, assuming that I will be fortunate enough to live that long.

I often think about what I was doing for that first half of my life, how I was living, how I treated people, what my thoughts were, what I believed, what I didn’t believe, and I wonder why it took God so long to open my eyes. Then today I read about St. John of God. Today is his memorial.

In his early life St. John of God turned away from the Lord, but in his forties he received God’s mercy. The closing line of a reflection that I read about St. John of God is as follows; “He saw that in his early life he had turned away from the Lord, and, moved to receive his mercy, John began his new commitment to love others in openness to God’s love.” St. John of God is the patron saint of Booksellers, Firefighters, Heart Patients, Hospitals, Nurses, Printers, and the Sick.

https://www.franciscanmedia.org/saint-of-the-day/saint-john-of-god

Impressive, isn’t it? I mean here is a guy who really had no religious convictions his entire life. St. John of God, or Juan, as he was known, grew up working as a shepherd. (There is a little bit of irony there). He lead a “wild and mispent youth” and became a soldier and a mercenary. And then he had a vision. God spoke to him.

I am amazed at how God speaks to me in ways that He probably has all along but I have been too distracted to hear Him. I have been thinking quite a bit about how long it has taken me to dig more deeply into my faith and wondering why it had taken so long for that journey to begin. I mean, I was in my mid-forties when I really began my journey back to God. And then I read about St. John of God and the fact that he was in his forties when he returned to God. And he is not the only one to make this later in life revelation. There is also St. Augustine (who just happens to be one of my favorite saints), St. Mary of Egypt, St. Angela of Foligno, St. Elizabeth Ann Seton, and many others.

“There is no saint without a past, no sinner without a future.”

– St. Augustine of Hippo

What I am realizing through all of this is that: 1. it is never too late to begin your journey of faith, 2. it doesn’t matter what your past has been like, God is waiting for you to return to Him, 3. you have to be open to God in order to hear Him, 4. prayer is very powerful and you don’t realize how powerful until you actually start praying, 5. everything happens in God’s time, not ours.

No matter where you are on your journey of faith; maybe you haven’t even begun; just remember, it is never too late. God is waiting for you to reach out to Him, to talk to Him, and to listen to Him…whenever you are ready. And today, please pray for me and I will continue to pray for you.